Day 18 aka Watch out for those who love you and sabotage you

So tomorrow is my birthday and I won’t go into how the person I am dating turned my birthday surprise into, “Surprise, I am going to take you to get whatever you want to get and to go to whatever place you want to eat”. That is like any day to me but I digress. So what I would like to talk about is the fact that I am trying to lose weight and the person I am dating doesn’t see anything wrong with me just the way I am (I told yall I am sexy 😉  ). So what does this mean for me when I am around my friend, ” Hey I bought you some more klondike bars and I am taking you to the cheesecake bistro (I will let that go bc it is my birthday)” So I am eating out at my favorite mexican restaurant (my choice) spitting a plate of chicken burritos and rice and refried beans and sopapillas instead of cheesecake and all I can think is gee I wonder if I can get a work in after my food digest. My friend says don’t go developing an eating disorder. I am like you are my eating disorder I binge when I am around you and you don’t respect anything I am doing its like I have to stay away from you to be productive. So I am getting up in the morning to work out and try to burn all this food I ate off me one spin class at a time. Sidenote: I did workout before eating all this FYI I just count that as my regular work out not my eating a lot need to burn calories workout. I really don’t know what to do about this one yall. Can you break up with someone because they are keeping you fat?

Anyway tomorrow I am 32 look out world

Goodnight Day 18

~ by The K is SIlent on October 2, 2010.

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